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i got bored. =X

incident.

so it was a very late book out this friday which was yesterday. left camp at about 1120? shared a cab with david. silver cab.. car plate 8757. taxi driver is a malay bobo. don't know if i spelt it correctly. but it means ghost catcher. okay... so he was talking about lim chu kang cemetary got vampire. or super haunted. wth lah. a fellow taxi driver drive past then got a mother and a daughter. mom flagged the taxi.. both of them entered the cab.. sat down.. and kept quiet.. taxi driver asked where are you going? at first can see face.. then usually cabbies use their rear mirror to make eye contact right? he looked into the mirror.. reflection was a head with all hair draping infront of the lady's face. wtf! if i was the taxi driver i straight away faint or shit in my pants or something. then he opened the door (probably those auto doors) and said if u're not human leave my cab now! they stepped out... then smoke left his cab... shiat man.. wth i listen this kinda story on the 7th month at 1130pm..

another one.. old chua chu kang road.. macdonald delivery.. last time the kid ride his motorcycle through that road to deliver food.. on the way through that road.. bike suddenly just died. cannot start.. super dark that area. then he can see a bus stop. he saw a lady in red.. then he look closer.. no signs of her legs at all. AHHHH!! my hair all stand... not good feeling..

hmmm reaching my alighted spot soon.. he talked about him going people house and release the ghost from a house. 2nd hand house. 1st hand was indians using it as a praying place.. a malay family bought the house.. the son slept in his room.. woke up in the toilet.. mom slept in her room.. woke up in the kitchen.. hmm strange.. he went there and 'fight' with those things for 2 weeks. even stayed in their house.. wow quite amazing.. first time meet this kinda people..

so anyway i alighted.. walk passed some shops. then i realise on my right was a shop with display mannequins. crappp.. super late already and dark then see mannequins.. no joke sia... ok nvm.. walking walking... i look at the floor got those red like strings.. duno how to say lah.. i no time to side step.. i just walk over.. a few steps later.. i look down again.. got half burnt incense paper.. no time side step.. walk over again.. hopefully whatever i did wasn't super suay or some unlucky thing!

reaching home soon.. just entered my house hdb carpark.. i saw an uncle sitting at the void deck.. duno what he doing there.. so late already.. i also can't be bothered, continued walking.. going to cross the road soon... suddenly i heard a voice.. behind me.. super close to me.. coming from my right shoulder.. then i think about it.. i actually quite sure whoever said it.. was 'BOO!' oh my *@&#^$@(*!@ i turn back and look.. the uncle still there like nothing happen.. i hope its not imagination.. my bag pack was behind me now i put infront of me.. took out my ipod and plug in.. m being super paranoid now.. so many thoughts going through my mind.. all because of that taxi driver.. tell me so many stories.. tried cooling down.. then i reach my lift lobby.. about 10 steps away from it.. within sight of the lift door.. the door just open by itself.. like inviting me in.. i know it happens to all of us at times.. but this time i'm wayy too paranoid already.. and i also realised my void deck got a christian wake.. oh my God... i entered the lift.. press the floor where i would stop.. then i came out and let it go up.. then i realised FUCK later 'it' exit there and wait for me ccb. i stopped the lift just in time before it go up. i pressed a higher level hahahaha then let it go up and i waited for the other lift and took it up... ahhh home.. phew... Thank God.. seriously home sweet home.. i so wanted to call my dad and wait for me at the lift lobby hahahahah! but i didn't lah...

turned on the computer.. msn... told alan (my buddy in camp) about it... guessed what he asked me!!!! was it an adult's voice or a kid's? HAHAH WTF!!! like hell i want to know!!! something wrong with you ah alan! knn ask me this kinda question.

anyway its all over. i'm not gonna be paranoid about it. continue with my normal way of life. told my bro and dad about it this morning.. dad say next time u don't feel good just call. hahahaha thanks dad! you're the greatest! and my bro said sorry he wasn't there to fetch me and all these wouldn't have happened. oh well.. it happened already.. hopefully its just my brain going crazy.. its seriously no joke to have such things happening..

In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit Amen.
God bless us all
=)

Lam Jiafeng's 21st bday

got invited to her bday party at lakeshore. was her friend's grandma place? o_O LoL.

from the top left, chun meng and me
from the bottom left, randy, yong choon, joe =)

us again~

yc and i (twist)

stars of the night. clarence and jiafeng~

lakeshore was nice. the swimming pool was wahhhh.. so nice. perfect for poolside party. too bad no pics. wasn't holding the camera. anyway that night was superrrrrr hot man.. can't stand it.. omg so hot lah. especially these few days.. finally today rained. ystd night i slept until i sweat. so uncomfortable.. anyway today i'm home as tomorrow i have this course, home visiting. its like for those man who have problems or anything where i need to go down to their place for a house visit. cool shiat. worth the course. can get certificate too woohooo~ something useful.

things slowing down

So things are slowing down after she came back from austrlia.. She had a great holiday and I'm happy for her.. Now the status is unclear.. Probably just take it slow and see what happens in the future..

Can't wait to ord.. Every nsf sure thinks this way.. Get back to your own life..

Last weekend was a busy one. Thursday she and I caught taken at my house and night at the musuem 2 at the cathy. Taken was really a good show.. At the edge of your seat almost all the way.. Then fri I went over to her place.. Just chill lax.. In the night I went for jiafeng's 21st bday at lakeshore. Her friend's grandma place hahah lakeshore is really neat~ the swimming pool is gorgeous.. Perfect for a poolside party.. But the bball court was simply pathetic hahah was not even a half court.. Maybe a quarter court.. After the party I took her to jalan kayu to satisfy her craving for cheese prata~ love their cheese prata there.. Saturday afternoon we went to meet her friends at vivo. Ate at hk gary something.. Was alright.. Wouldn't go back there though.. Celebrated john and zhihan's bday there. Had donuts as cake~ after that headed down to sylvia's place for mahjong with kenn and zhihan~~ played till dinner time. Lost 18 lol.. We went to jurong hilltop for dinner.. Kenn recommended and treated us.. So nice lah.. Super paiseh.. The food was fantastic =) delicious. Oiishi desu.. Definitely will return there.. Then she and I went to meet my poly friends at clarke quay. Just catch up with them.. Drank a bit too~ Sunday was slow.. I stayed home and caught shaman king.. Caught like 15 episodes of it.. Some rush hahah I finished the series. Don't like the ending.. Anime ssucksss.. Sylvia came over for dinner.. Da bao kfc..yummy~ then headed back to camp.. Some weekend eh~

So glad my hp can go online and I can post this entry =)

Only can blog about weekends.. Nth to blog about weekdays..

why?

i'm always quarrelling with my gf. why? i naturally give political correct answers. i don't give answers on how i feel. does this mean i'm selfish? is it so difficult to answer how u feel? problem after problem. not small ones. she's always showering her love on me. and i? keep disappointing her and letting her down. making her upset and guilty. am i such a loser? can't even get this right.. or is it meant to be? hmmm i don't believe meant to be stuff... i believe in i make my own destiny. actions do speak louder than words. and currently my words have no more trust, love and care. my actions are all the opposite. am i that selfish? why am i doing this to her?

its so frustrating to have this keep reoccuring. its so tough to go back to camp with things just hanging there. ns is a pain in the ass. maybe we started at the wrong time. apparently its going to be the end of this. why? coz i believe she's had enough of my nonsense. time and time again things get back here. are we not suited? or do we have a communication problem? which i think we do. we do not understand each other.

i've read books on relationships. boys and girls are indeed totally different. communication is the key to the success of any relationship. i read those books and still failed. what a loser huh you must be thinking..

anyway now she probably blocked me on msn and wouldn't want to talk to me. this whole mess was caused by ME. she has no faults and i keep making them. i have no idea what i want now. is it very difficult to get intouch with your feelings? i can't get to mine. or is it an excuse? am i running from my real feelings? i'm confused.

she's a great catch and i keep screwing up. i feel i don't live up to her expectations. i feel i have to be perfect because she is. i give political correct answers coz i do not want to disappoint her. is this what i'm really doing? or is it i set myself as to be the nicest bf? maybe is that way.. i'm the one pressurizing myself. wow that would be some... erm... stupid thing to do?

i duno what i want. Sylvia i have let you down time and time again. you DO derserve someone who treats you wayyyyyyyyyyy better than i did.